As I wait outside a sushi lounge filled with bees for my beautiful friend Sarah with the pink hair and body dipped in tattoos.

Excitement and happiness, to pain, anger and then rage.. and when it all boils down to it, I realized that out of all the bad…there will always be good. Everything happens for a reason and yesterday definitely confirmed that for me.

And then you remember that the day before your acting teacher decided to point you out and say “See class, this is what an attractive woman looked like in 1968”. Hmmm..

I have such amazing people surrounding me :) I finished a scene today in my acting class.. And I will no longer have to be called Princess, act like I am completely unaware of my life due to drugs and pretend to see a palm garden! :D Now, to work more on another scene where I am a british woman in Venice, Italy in the 70’s.. And attempt to nail absurdism.. ! AND to continue on with The Boys Next Door where I play a middle aged mentally handicapped woman who loves geraniums and keys. What would I do without you theatre?

Really? The one person I want there for me…isnt. And when he does talk to me, it has to do with school. How does a relationship just drop completely? Not even friends anymore? Now you’re about to come over to my house and expect everything to be fine while we rehearse for a play.. Honestly, the least you could have done was call me on the anniversary of my dads passing.. Especially since the day before you decided to drop everything weve ever had together. What is the point in investing in someone anyways?

is to drink Earl Grey tea, listen to The White Stripes station on Pandora and dance.