"One day you won’t be looking for that high school type of love… that silly infatuation. You will look for someone to add value to your life."
"Never chase love, affection or attention. If it isn’t given freely by another person, it isn’t worth having."
"It takes a lot more courage to love than it does to hate."
"We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love each other but it doesn’t. We are terrorized and flattened by trivialities, we are eaten up by nothing."
If its even worth it at all to really attach your feelings to another human being. To risk getting your heart broken into pieces and risking the chance of happiness to be taken away from you. What is the point? Especially while I’m only 19 years of age. I used to see a point in it all..but after all of the tears, anxiety, and heart breaks. I don’t even know what the point of it all is. I’m sorry for the rant…but this has been on my mind for so long.
"I’ve never been lonely. I’ve been in a room — I’ve felt suicidal. I’ve been depressed. I’ve felt awful — awful beyond all — but I never felt that one other person could enter that room and cure what was bothering me…or that any number of people could enter that room. In other words, loneliness is something I’ve never been bothered with because I’ve always had this terrible itch for solitude. It’s being at a party, or at a stadium full of people cheering for something, that I might feel loneliness. I’ll quote Ibsen, “The strongest men are the most alone.” I’ve never thought, “Well, some beautiful blonde will come in here and give me a fuck-job, rub my balls, and I’ll feel good.” No, that won’t help. You know the typical crowd, “Wow, it’s Friday night, what are you going to do? Just sit there?” Well, yeah. Because there’s nothing out there. It’s stupidity. Stupid people mingling with stupid people. Let them stupidify themselves. I’ve never been bothered with the need to rush out into the night. I hid in bars, because I didn’t want to hide in factories. That’s all. Sorry for all the millions, but I’ve never been lonely. I like myself. I’m the best form of entertainment I have. Let’s drink more wine!"